Life hits me pretty hard late at night. When the sun goes down, my excessive worrying mindset chooses to settle in for the next 12 hours. Throughout my teenage years, I would have the occasional anxiety attack and begin to worry about nothing! It always happened at night and it's probably one of the weirdest/terrifying feelings in the world. I truly feel sorry for people who have severe cases of anxiety because my extremely insignificant portion that I obtained was, at one time, unbearable. Although I rarely get anxiety attacks anymore, I still worry. All the time. I'm just like my mom (it's funny that the things that bother us about our parents are the things we tend to inherit...).
My point to this incessant rambling is that as my financial life constantly goes down the toilet in this ridiculously expensive city (that i love so much in spite of) i have found other ways to relieve the anxiety, besides hitting myself in the face with pool triangles (which is healing nicely thank God).
Because my closet is like a large piece of art work, I'm constantly selling things from it, rearranging, and choosing things to send home. It's an ongoing task and it soothes me. Also, the other night, I chose to re-arrange my room, only to move it all back the way it was...there is only so much you can do with a room that is 10 x 10. Finally, I purchased a gigantic bulletin board, spray painted it gold, and tied beautiful black ribbon on top to affix it to the wall. it's quite lovely.

In addition to all the rearranging, I received a new present from my mom's childhood friend (who is like my aunt). It's a t-shirt quilt! I know everyone knows what these are, but I'm going to explain it anyways. Each square is made from a t-shirt that I no longer wear, but didn't want to dispose of and created into an entire useful quilt! Mine is filled with little league softball jerseys, zeta and pidelta shirts, tennis shirts, and BA shirts. It's a great feeling of nostalgia to nestle up with all of your old tees :)